Erasing Cache.....

It's being quiet some time since my last scribble...got lost in massive life task...
In the hustle and bustle of everyday chores...mind as always has their own way in reminding us of history bitter or sweet it doesn't matter....As long as its a reminder for u to look back..for what ..? I had asked myself...countless time actually...For what my dear mind...for u to go back and visit those horrible occurrence...let past be in the past...do not drag it in your future...why do I have to be force to remember them all.....

Woman...as woman do...keep everything in mind and soul...whereas guys...wont even remember what they'd said a moment ago....Be a girl is complicated...Love to hang on to the memory for far...far too long...and affecting everything around them along the way..I need a trauma psychiatrist....so it seems...hmmmm

Wish I can erase all.....
Wish I can shut them all.....
Wish I can make them go away....get out from my head..
Wish it was never happen
Wish oh...I wish I can turn back time......
Wish for the impossible..
Wish for a miracle
Wish I can move on......
Wish I am stronger...coz I know I am a strong girl...
Wish .........hmmmmm
Wish I can stop crying......