Mencari Akhirat

'Au zubillah himinashsyaitan nirrajim...bismilla hirrahmannirrahi m'

Tafsirannya:
Aku berlindung dengan Allah daripada syaitan yang direjam,
Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani.

Bacalah ayat ini sebelum anda memulakan apa-apa saja kerja kerana
dengan bacaan ini akan keluarlah iblis dan syaitan yang berada didalam
tubuh kita dan juga di sekeliling kita, mereka akan berlari keluar umpama
cacing kepanasan. Sebelum anda masuk rumah, bacalah ayat di atas,
kemudian bacalah surah Al-Ikhlas (iaitu ayat: Qulhuwallahu ahad.
Allahussamad. Lamyalid walam yu-lad. Walam yakul lahu kufuwan
ahad.) sebanyak 3 kali.

Masuklah rumah dengan kaki kanan dan dengan membaca bismillah.
Berilah salam kepada anggota rumah dan sekiranya tiada orang di rumah
berilah salam kerana malaikat rumah akan menyahut. Amalkanlah bersolat
kerana salam pertama (ianya wajib) yang diucapkan pada akhir solat akan
membantu kita menjawab persoalan kubur.

Apabila malaikat memberi salam, seorang yang jarang bersolat akan sukar
menjawab salam tersebut. Tetapi bagi mereka yang kerap bersolat, amalan
daripada salam yang diucap di akhir solat akan menolongnya menjawab
salam malaikat itu.

Diriwayatkan oleh Iman Bukhari sabda Nabi Muhammad s.a.w:
'Barang siapa membaca Qul huwa'llahu ahad 100,000 kali maka sesungguhnya
ia telah menebus dirinya dari Allah, maka menyeru yang menyeru dari pihak
Allah di langit dan di bumi.

Kusaksikan bahwa sifulan itu telah menjadi pemendekaan Allah
sesungguhnya ia adalah pemerdekaan dari sisi Allah, Sesungguhnya ia adalah
pemerdekaan dari neraka'. Inilah yang dinamakan membaca Qulhua'llah ahad
satu hatam yaitu 100,000 kali dengan diwiridkan seberapa ribu kesanggupan kita
sehari.

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W yang bermaksud:

Barangsiapa membaca surah Al-Ikhlas sewaktu sakit sehingga dia meninggal dunia,
maka dia tidak akan membusuk di dalam kuburnya, akan selamat dia dari kesempitan
kuburnya dan para malaikat akan membawanya dengan sayap mereka melintasi titian
siratul mustaqim lalu menuju ke syurga. (Demikian diterangkan dalam Tadzikaratul
Qurthuby).

Rasulullah SAW pernah bertanya sebuah teka-teki kepada umatnya Siapakah antara
Kamu yang dapat khatam Qur'an dalam jangkamasa dua-tiga minit? Tiada seorang
dari sahabatnya yang menjawab. Malah Saiyidina Ummar telah mengatakan
bahawa ianya mustahil untuk mengatam Qur'an dalam begitu cepat..

Kemudiannya Saiyyidina Ali mengangkat tangannya. Saiyidina Ummar bersuara kepada Saiyidina Ali
bahawa Saiyidina Ali (yang sedang kecil pada waktu itu) tidak tahu apa yang dikatakannya
itu. Lantas Saiyidina Ali membaca surah Al-Ikhlas tiga kali. Rasulullah SAW menjawab
dengan mengatakan bahawa Saiyidina Ali betul.

Membaca surah Al-Ikhlas sekali ganjarannya sama dengan membaca 10 jus kitab Al-Quran.
Lalu dengan membaca surah Al-Ikhlas sebanyak tiga kali qatamlah Quran kerana ianya sama
dengan membaca 30 jus Al-Quran.

Berkata Ibnu Abbas r..a. bahawa Rasulullah SAW telah bersabda:

Ketika saya (Rasulullah SAW) israk ke langit, maka saya telah melihat Arasy di atas 360,000
sendi dan jarak jauh antara satu sendi ke satu sendi ialah 300,000 tahun perjalanan.

Pada tiap-tiap sendi itu terdapat padang sahara sebanyak 12,000 dan luasnya setiap satu
padang sahara itu seluas dari timur hingga ke barat. Pada setiap padang sahara itu terdapat
80,000 malaikat yang mana kesemuanya membaca surah Al-Ikhlas.

Setelah mereka selesai membaca surah tersebut maka berkata mereka: Wahai Tuhan kami,
sesungguhnya pahala dari bacaan kami ini kami berikan kepada orang yang membaca surah
Al-Ikhlas baik ianya lelaki mahupun perempuan.

Sabda Rasulullah SAW lagi:

Demi Allah yang jiwaku ditanganNya, sesungguhnya Qul Huwallahu Ahadu itu tertulis di
sayap malaikat Jibrail a..s, Allahhus Somad itu tertulis di sayap malaikat Mikail a.s,
Lamyalid walam yuulad tertulis pada sayap malaikat Izrail a.s, Walam yakullahu kufuwan
ahadu tertulis pada sayap malaikat Israfil a.s.

Siapa membaca surah Fatihah, al-ikhlas, al-falaq, dan an-annas setiap satu sebanyak 7 kali
selepas solat jumaat, nescaya terpelihara dari perkara keji dan segala bala hinggalah ke
jumaat yang berikiutnya.

Jika dibaca 3 surah ini Al-ikhlas, Al-falaq and An-nass pagi dan petang nescaya tidak
mengalami apa-apa kesusahan

Alpa seketika....

Subhanallah Maha Suci Allah....
Terlampau sibuk dengan urusan dunia kadang kala lupa nak mengingat kita semua bakal kembali kepadaNya... Weekend dikejutkan pada pukul 2 pagi.....bergegas ke Batu Pahat....Aunty hubby telah kembali ke Rahmatullah.....Singkatnya hidup....tanpa lewat atau cepat sesaat pun nyawa dicabut....

Diri terpana lesu...cukupkah amal daku Ya Allah....Cukup ke bekalan nak ke sana.....Besarnya dosa- dosa aku Ya Allah....mati itu pasti....dalam seharian asyik mendoakan kebahagian dunia...mengingkan rezeki berganda-ganda...kesempurnaan anakanda- anakanda tercinta....lupa langsung nak mendoakan agar diri lebih dekat pada Maha Pencipta.....Dekatkan hati pada Al-Quran...Teguhkan Iman dan amalan.....

Ampunkan insan ini Ya Allah.....even dalam doa tak henti- henti mengejar dunia...walhal ia sementara sahaja.

Anjakkan hati dalam mencintai yang Hakiki....Mati satu janji. Malu rasa mengenangkan noda2 hati.....Tuhan yang maha Mengetahui...

Doaku agar tetapkan hati pada jalan yang hakiki.

A date with Che Dengue

Having going through a gruesome weeks...after having confirmed I'd got a reactive dengue viral....Masya Allah...cannot even imagine the pain and the whole experienced just one hell of a fever..

It all started with a severe fever complete with shivering like mad...the muscle and joints were throbbing and the head was spinning....I just being through hell itself....Hubby insisted on taking to the hospital...since the clinics medication wont worked...I am honestly...honestly want to avoid being to hospital..since I'd known for sure I would be admitted...and as predicted..I was admitted at Ampang Putri in the middle of that night...With kids in tow..I pity my hubby...he would have to make some arrangement while I'm away.....

Talking about dengue..fever...I wonder where the heck did the mosquito manage to inject its virus.....I'm not even staying put at one place for 5 minutes....Well...its Allah way to say..its time to clean up some of your sins missy.....bear with it...its a cleansing process....

And what an experienced it was,....the body started to reject any foods...and it caused a gastric..and gastric caused severe vomiting and vomiting caused the pain in the whole body....The dengue fever has no cure...as per told by doctor..there were no specific medication...I was fed panadol..every 3-4 times a day...with 4 pints of NaCl drips..continuously ....on the first day and 6 pints for the second day until the sixth... My mum was there...to massage...my sister'd been coming with tears..."what the heck with the tears...I'm not going to die...yet....."

Imagine the five days without eating...severe joints and head aching...muscles cramping, high fever...plus the checking of platlet every twice a day..meaning my arm was becoming like a drug addict arm...with needle poke mark.....I wish I would never go through this again....Bottles of hundred plus, air pucuk betik, sup ketam, all remedies have been shoved down my throat...I wanted to scream....enough already....!! I cant eat....

I am lucky enough to have the love one surrounded me during this time...their love and tenderness..TLC!!!! yeah...make me strong...and the loves around me do make me feel better....Oh...I am able to annoy Dato Dr.Mazlam...by asking every single day...when can I'd be home....haha....just cant stand be in the hospital...But finally, dato realeased me after my platlet counts was 125...he wanted to wait until 150...but Dr....I am...crazy already...lying in bed the whole week.....

Alhamdullillah....packed with rashes I 'm heading home....under the scowling stare of hubby....The past 3 days., I'm dealing with itchiness from the rashes...and still dizziness...hubby said it would take almost 2 weeks to get better...properly...hmmm...I guess I'd just have to hang on then.....

Kisah Pulut Kuning...

Janji Allah itu benar, sesungguhnya Allah menjanjikan ganjaran yang berlipat ganda dari apa yang kamu sedekahkan secara ikhlas....Maha Suci Allah...peristiwa yang terjadi dalam hidup penuh keinsafan dan kuasa Allah itu ada dimana2 bagi mereka yang mahu berfikir...

On the week that my colleague and me make a pack to fast, a most memorable event happened. It all started on the fateful Thursday evening...Kak Ros and me wasn't fasting on this day...but Kak Nurul still was. We were so hungry but so lazy to order due to limited size of pocket currently....but since the tummy already growling I'd decided to order something from mamak next door...

As I was unlocking the gate, Kak Nurul arrived with hands full of treats...Yippie!!! Selamat duit poket....

Kak Nurul handed over a bowl of pulut kuning with chicken curry....and I am such a huge fan...I grab the bowl and headed straight to the kitchen...teasing kak Ros...Kak Ros followed suit an almost immediately we gobbled up the tasty treat without even remembered to keep some for Kak Nurul... and the best part started the next day when Kak Nurul told me something had happened...regarding the pulut kuning...

While in Cheras as Kak Nurul and me walking passing flyers..., Kak Nurul said"Marzu, Akak nak citer ni tapi takde niat nak buat terasa...cuma saja jer, ada benda hebat jadi kat akak...."I was so shocked to hear the first statement that my mind started to work overtime..."Hah...apa dia...Kak Nurul"...Masya Allah...dalam hati dub-dab dub dab....amende la aku dah buat....

She continued, "marzu...hari akak bawak pulut kuning tu...akak dah niat..nak buka puasa....masa dapat tu akak suka sangat...Alhamdulillah ...dapat buka puasa ngan pulut kuning hari ni...".."Masya Allah...Kak Nurul.....orang lupa langsung...akak puasa hari tu"....adesss.....my tears streaming down already.... Bukan apa...she continued again..."Akak tengok korang kebulur sangat....akak tak sampai hati nak sekat korang tengah makan, akak pikir..Ya Allah...tak sampai hati nak tegur sahabat- sahabat aku tengah kelaparan...biarla diorang makan....".."Ya Allah Kak..Nurul....cakapla.kut ye pun....orang memang lupa langsung.....Dah menangis bagai dah....aiiseeh...shahdunya....

Kak Nurul continued, bila akak balik...ada jiran akak tegur"Akak dari mana?" Akak kata la...baru balik dari tadika...dia tanya.."Akak nak tak...ada kenduri doa selamat sikit kat umah....ni ada pulut kuning...."Ya Allah Marzu....dia bagi 2 mangkuk pulut kuning siap ngan ayam panggang.......!! Akak pun kata la...Ya Allah, dapat jugak aku bukak puasa dengan pulut kuning hari ni....yang lagi best Allah bayar double dan lagi hebat dari yang akak bagi kat korang"...Masya Allah....Maha suci Tuhan...dia bayar pergorbanan kat Kak Nurul on the spot...dan benar janjinya....dia bayar double dari yang kamu sedekahkan dengan ikhlas....My tears streaming uncrontrolable...and my heart just burst with the Greatness of Allah....sesungguhnya.....Allah Maha Besar....dan Janji Allah itu benar....

Posa Blues

My colleagues and me make a pack to fast this week...So the four of us end up being tired enough to cause slightly mental disorder...everybody looked like Zombie Kg. Pisang civilians...

Kak Ros today experienced the worst mamai symptom of all....We're going home a bit late ..the tiredness was reaching its max at this time of day...Kak Ros went to her car...and me ..well I was safely boarded and on my way, even though I was conjuring up all the energy left to press the gas pedal...I thought she was fine behind me...but She seems to be left far behind...and I wonder why...

Kak Ros story begins when her kids and her aboard her car....the children were secured behind the back seats...but she comfortably sitting in the passenger seat....after awhile...her son Shahin said.."Ibu...sapa nak drive ni?" Then suddenly she realized she was in the wrong seat....Shihan her daughter also wondering who's going to drive the car since everyone in the passengers seats...Acting on the humiliating sense she just simply crossover to the driver seats....and I wouldn't had realized this event if Shihan hadn't blurted it out this morning to her friend...

Hai Kak Ros....why la.....I am bless with the same level of sengal collegues as me....hmmm...
Cant wait for Ramadhan....

Puking Over Malaysian Politics

One of the reason why I am so not into newspaper n the net nowadays is on how very humiliating it was to see the news on the main page...nothing but sex scandal... As what all the leaders are emphasizing...Malaysia is an Islamic country...but looking at all the main article with the most coverage goes to politician sex scandal....embarrassing yet it involve all Islamic leaders...let alone the scandal is a private affair supposedly but it turned out to be a group affair...damn...humiliating... As if there's nothing else in their mind....getting the opponent down as badly and as humiliating it can be. Nothing else matter only disgrace to the subject but ignoring the fact that they also involve directly in it....just disgrace to themselves it seems without they realising it. Teachers used to ask students to read newspaper to improve their vocab and practice reading....but with all the new vocab is liwat, sex and pelacur...is it a suitable media form in term of educating. Worst of the worst, the blown up coverage happen while other countries are facing the greatest natural disaster. They all fighting to live for another day...Malaysian fighting to stay in highest power and sex scandal....gila la... Earth quake is everywhere in the neighbouring country and they showcasing porn clips at the most exclusive setting....Japan is fighting to restrain the nuke hazard and they are shouting to demand resignation and confirmation..... Feeling loath, nauseous, and puking at worst most looking at the Malaysian political scenery....

House Chore Discipline

Its been a month since I'm logging in....too busy to even find time to be online...how time flies.. During my confinement period from the cyber world..I'd learnt a handsome of lesson...lesson about life, attitude, time management, the power of mind setting ..and all sorts of "All In A Day Life' s lesson..

After 2 month of living with disorganize home...chasing to settle the unfinished house chores....Every time after arriving home, I will always be on the run of preparing the kids clothes and next day necessity. Lots of event happen that keep me thinking to take a hold of my daily time management and attitude adjustment. Every day between Cheras and PV I kept thinking where to start to turn everyday routine the other way round.

After some self-adjustment, Alhamdulliah....the house environment is changing, the attitude is changing, even the mind setting is changing. And I'd learnt that the attitude is everything. The laundry used to be piling in the basket, now not a single shirt is left unattended... the dust used to be a cm high..now it's naked to the eyes...the clutter used to be at every corner..now it's spotless..the house is tip top..thanx to a little time management and self adjustment.

I used to live up to the word"nantilah dulu" .....now every time my mind saying "jap ye" i feel jolted and get back to the reality world and start doing the opposite..by ignoring the feeling of delaying. Every delayed attitude was changed into immediately get it done with. Coming home is such a welcoming feeling now...no matter how tired it is..I am energize immediately and ready to keep the house neat and tidy at all time with all cost....Alhamdulliah now my anti-clutter attitude is infected to my peers and teachers..Slowly it's sneaking its way into their home.

Aduhai Mereka....

Aduhai mereka.......
Mana akal mana budi bicara,
Alim ulama dikata gila power,
Diri sendiri ilmu takat mana...

Aduhai mereka.....
Tak nampakkah di mata kepala,
Adakah rumahnya nilai berjuta,
Adakah hartanya bergalung kira,
Adakah jalannya mendombak dada,
Adakah katanya berisi dusta,
Adakah harinya berlalu saja...,

Bicaranya mengajak cuma,
Jalan lurus tuntutan agama,
Zuhud idupnya diccaci juga...
Aduhai mereka....

Sayu hati mendengar hina,
Dia cuma insan beragama,
Idup mati kerana Tuhannya,
Pilih politik sebagai salurannya,
Tiada niat untuk menyakiti sesiapa,
Hanya tanggungjawab diri sendiri...berkata..
PIMPINLAH MEREKA...tika terdaya,
Belum tiba ajalnya....
Selagi itu dia redha...

Aduhai mereka...
Takat mana ilmu didada,
Dikata, didomba dikeji dicela,
Itu semua kerana apa,
Mengagung pemimpin yang tarafnya sama,
Hanya iman membezakan kita,
Dibutakan mata dirosakkan jiwa,
Ulama dipandang hina sahaya,

Sedarkah mereka,
Berapa harta pemimpin mereka,
Betapa kaya kerabat segala,
Lama mana mereka berkuasa,
Banyak mana rakyat menderita...

Aduhai mereka,
Sedihnya baca,
Insan biasa dimaki di cerca,
Ni yang malas baca berita,
Takde satu yang masuk kepala,
Semua mengarut senak jiwa,

Aishh...luahan jiwa,
Tido lagi elok ler...

Value Business

Everyday hectic life as a working mum really is chaos....but if we value and pay attention to every seconds spends with the precious tots...it can be your most wonderful and memorable moment ever. Even when writing this, my heart swell so much...I thought it would burst... Everyday sending and fetching the kids to school give us ample time to bond closer and that special time turned out to be my most effective anti-depressant medicine ever....gezz can stop grinning...looking back and tried to absorb all and memorize all dialogue ever changed in the car...

Today, I'd experienced the topic on value... value of money in the eyes of 4 years old and seven of course..At this age they know nothing about the value of money...never been expose of how to handled money by themselves this is the consequence that I have to face...they do not know how to value....Ihsaan used to be so happy when I'm giving him 5 pieces of 20 cents...and he counted it as 100 cents...still remember..when he exclaimed excitedly..."Wah....mama gives 100 cents...I got 100 cents Mimi...!!"...usually papa gives RM 1 ringgit, since on that fateful day Mama don't have any notes...I opted in giving him coints...cant help but smiling at this new phase of money matter with him....

Still, back to today's event.....he was counting the balance that he got from Sek.Keb added with yesterday balance he now got extra money for agama school...and he excitedly saying..." Mama....I got 1 ringgit and 70 cents....!!...extra 70 rather than usual 1 note. Mama replied " I got one boy and one girl"...now Mama give him an intonation and face expression as if saying "who's got the most valuable thing now?.....hehe!!". He squirmed his usual body expression and smile.."AAhh....I know la...""smiling sheepishly.....Mama wanted to laugh aloud looking at his reaction...

It really is not the quantity of time spends with the children that really matter....but the quality time that you can make the full out of it that counts...

Life in full swing....

Without so much incline, another year went by...... Mimi's 4th birthday was celebrated and how mama is getting older..... Mimi's day was celebrated at the kindie.....simple but havoc with all the chaos..kids...my daily routine revolves around them.

Never would have thought, we now owns two kindies...thanks to my partner for believing in me...and follow through all my decision. Allah may have plan for us...the second branch seems to easy...Starting with the mere existence to the process of changing hands..all seems dreamy and smooth flowing..As Mdm Esther said, the god had answered her prayer and I truly believe some sort of divine power interference in this business. Allah is Great...Maha Suci Allah...

We do hope that all of our dreams in helping our friends will be granted...doing business for the sake of helping people and the love of seeing the kids blooming under your own eyes is satisfactory indeed.... The tiredness slowly melted away...the anticipation on seeing what's in store in the future is overwhelming... Am praying hard so that this business venture will benefits all around us..

Happy to see happy people....Semoga perjalanan ini dirahmati dan diberkati..Amiin.....