Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Alhamdullillah, I live for another year to go through this fasting month. All the debts have being paid..so just wait and see how many would be for this year around.It suppose to be the month of saving, be cautious in spending but by the look of our raya expenditure it seems like we have gone overboard, deep down, the bottom deep..no ending..The kids clothing only had made my head goes spinning.Even though it is a once a time thing but the cost is like a whole year cost of wardrobe...scary ..and it makes me wants to crawl in the farthest corner, to hide for the fact of the outrageous act. Lavishly ...it's all that I can say and it was uncall for...But seriously, why are they children's attire are much...much more expensive than adults attire? Mimi gown is double the price of my shirt.

The beauty part of Ramadhan..I am determine to be a better muslim in term of religious practicing...to make use the terawih merit to the fullest and...well just aim to be a starting point to become a better person overall, mentally, morally, physically.. cooking session is a bless, I have time to experiment with new dishes..I just love cooking...nothing can beat the feeling of being in the kitchen ....(ops...maybe there's one).. hahahhahaha

It's the schools's break even Ihsaan have been on and off the break for the past few weeks already...hmmmm premature baby is always fragile in term of well being...Mimi is tougher it seems like in coping with the outside world...I feels like putting Ihsaan back into the womb...so....so fragile...at least he will be safe inside...:)

Coping with two quarrelling siblings do give me headache..but it also give me such a warmth at heart..a mother's love kick in.. It is so much love in the air, the satisfying feeling of being able to watch the kids progress and grow in front of your eyes are tremendously indescribable...even though it has cost me dearly in having my work done....but there're sacrifices to be make in order to achieve something you truly treasured...I guess...

The time of being away from the kids are the only thing that is killing me...I'll die without them...seriously! They are the world, the life and the air that I breath...