Soal Hati

" This world that lovers know they will soon discover,
He will give his heart to her and never cease to love her"

Love will always be my strongest element of life. From the early creations, I am a result of love...
My childhood was filled with love. Love for The one an only Allah...,love for ma and daddy...love for siblings.... Nothing much in the young innocent of a child's heart that should be bother than the loves around her..
Early childhood , I discover the love for friendship..my best friend died, at the very young age of 11...how much I missed her, the memories with her will lingered for eternity.( Al- Fatihah for arwah Suzana) I can't accepted the fact that she's gone forever..and how every night afterward I prayed to be with her...to die at the young age... I keep on wishing and praying that I also be given the privilege to leave the world with innocents heart...because..in my mind at the time...there's only one fact...the longer you live..the more sins you make...I wish I can be in heaven with her...all kids go to heaven isn't it.

As time goes by, the love for her never have died, each passing days I discover a puppy love which was quite a shame...really..! A little girl who has just know the power of opposite attraction. Life as a high school student bring me face to face to the greatest love of all. A crush for a boy which are hilarious to remember...for it was only me, who had succumb to the fall what where known as a secret love..Those who has married a high school sweetheart are very lucky to have a chance to grab the love at the highest peak.. As for me..., I have spent countless lonely night of crying out alone, for I know this love will never be discover forever...

Life at uni, bring me to the love for men...a man so dear that I choose to experiment in adulthood love which in the end.....it turns out to be the one and only love that I must nurtured since it's bond us together to sail through the rest of the life forever....With all these passing years, still I know...I will never forget the loves that I have collected along the way.....