Raya Blues

I've just heard, my mum n dad n the rest of the hood will be celebrating raya in Kelantan..well this is heart wrenching...This is the seventh year that I wish to see my mok....she's my only grandmother that still live.... I will have to pray harder it seems....to got the chance to see her again.....The years have taken toll on her well being..she's quiet weak and frail in every part...
It makes me think, whether I will have the opportunity to see her and hug her before it's all ended..... I am the fav of mum and mok, and how I have fail them....

I wish things will get better in every corner of my life....well.....I guess this year raya will only be the four of us then.... Hopefully it will be the best also...